night at poppy !

NIGHT AT POPPY !

About a week ago we wen to poppy for tsu's F1 modelling thingi ... we went there to give her our support. Me , Kash , Arthur And Jeaney . we had quite a blast that night ... arthur was suppose to be tsu's official camera man then someone forgot to bring his memory card . Thank god for jeaneys camera . Anyway the night still turned out great . Tsu did great . the girls there weren't ezactly 'model matiriel' lol anyway .... who i am to judge .. after the whole event we went for mamak ... lol they all were hungry we went to murnis. here are some pictures of the event.

tsu yi in action ! !!

me and jeaney before the event

tsu yi !

some girl lol
jeaney and kash .... lol
the girls ~

the winners jeaney me and tsu in the after event !

arthur and kash !

delmissacent .

a reply for you Koh Tsu Yi :)

this was written i tsu yi's blog about a week ago .... this is what she had to say about me .....

Dear Adele,
You are a faithful and true friend. I am so glad that we met and was given the opportunity to work together too. You have proven yourself to be a capable and responsible person, I am sure you will be very successful in future. You are the ‘bestest’ of friends that one would never want to loose. You are the one who’s forever supporting me in whatever I do and the one who’s always there for me whenever I need someone. I love you Adele, for you are a truly great person, and friend. Thank you for joining us for the Langkawi trip, thank you for being at my poolside birthday gathering, thank you for the lunch at Khana’s Curry House, thank you for gathering with us at Arthur’s house, and thank you for the card, ear-ring, and cake. I really appreciate them all! Thank You.

and this is what i have to say about her .

Dear Tsu ,
you know ... its only been two years since i met you ... but in this two years alot has happen .. i cant say that out journey was all good but what i know is we both realise how much we meant to each other . i am human too i made mistakes .. i misjudged you and sometimes feel like a total idiot. I really appreciate you for a friend that you are . although i am not with u 24/7 but i know you are always there for me when i need you . you have really made me notice alot of things in life. i think i have learnt a liitle bit bout responsibility from the ' hard' training from you and kash i know i gave you guys a hard time too .. and i am sorry :) lol anyway old news .. back to NOW . thank you for being such a good friend to me. i was glad you planed the langkawi trip somehow i dont know what but langkawi really had an impact on me.. ok not langkawi la but YOU GUYS . i am glad i went to your pool party too although i almost did not go lol and khana's curry house , arthur's place , i really had a good time . i am glad you liked the card and earings. its something small tho :) anyway tsu i know after this our lives are going to change . we'll take different routes and different path.... make sure i am the first on your wedding invitation yeah lol hahah jk jk . our friendship does not end here. hope that we'll be friends for life.
love you tsu


delmissacent

BORED !!

its been almost a week since i came back from langkawi ... been at home and have been bored to death lol . i am off to JB going to help grandma pack :( she is moving to batu gajah ... this means i have literally nobody in jb haiz .. accept my friends of cause and aunty liza .. my " mak angkat " lol jb has alwyas been my home . i guess life is always not what he expect it to be. we have to move on hopefully going to JB will give me a good last holiday in a way before i start work WWF cant wait :) ...

off to JB ...

delmissacent.

too late to apalogize ....

sometimes when we are extremely angry we do the stupidest things on earth ... for example .. blogging about things sacred and suddenly THAT person reads it and you get BUSTED !! well a few post before i wrote about being always caged us and what a bitch my mum is and everything and of all the people in the world she read it ,, yes my mum and my dad too ,, they were pretty upset about it . BUT you know what ... they understood why i did it . i guess it was a good thing that they read it cause after we all had the longest chat ever and we compromised and understood each other better. i guess i just have to be more patient and a better child i guess. i need time for myself . i need time to mend myself. i have don't a lot of wrongs things in my life. i sometimes don't think . i guess it things like that happen that makes us a better stronger Peron. well .. it is sad but its life . sometimes my parents punish me and say things to me and do not allow me to do certain things i guess i deserve it . i am not exactly perfect neither but i can always mend myself to be a better person . i guess no one is the position to judge my mother . she has gone through enough shit in her life who am i to make it worse than it already is . i guess like people say its easier to see other peoples mistake than too look at yours. i guess i still have alot to learn .. i guess the pain you held on the cross for us is NOTHING compared to what we get here on earth . looking at the cross reminds you of the true god you are and hjow much you love each and every one us and i thank you for that.

a prayer :

dear lord .. i know you have done alot for me , and i cannot thank you enough BUT what i do is make you angry all the time. i have alot to learn and i have your guidance for that . i know i have blame you for alot of things in my life , then i realise what have to done but make my life better and get me out of every shit i get myself into. i am sorry lord . and i know you always say forgive others before you can forgive me . although it is easier said than done but with you anything is possible. lord keep my family safe . hold them as i treasure them alot. lord keep my friends safe too . i cannot live without everyone one them .

in your name i pray

AMEN !

delmissacent

this is love nike event .

i was asked by tsu to work for nike in an this is love event . it was a great event . it was a reall good chill out place for women of all ages . it a good place fot women to gather with her girl friends leave the men at home and go have some fun :) they had wall climbing , pole dancing , kick boxing , and then it was party time . i was to be working back stage . just to see to the performers need . fitness first was there. i met a few of my trainees . work was all good . as usual a few hick ups here and there but i think it was all good the event was a success . we all had fun . shanel performed : ) ( dont know whether i spelled her name right ) ( i dont think so ) anyway .. it was so much of fun then after that me eman his friend jeaney tsu and santha went for mamak somewhere eman brought us la lol had fun . came home , slept , cause the next was easter so we had to go to church and all . here are some pictures taken at the event .

at the event. ... the three of us at work ;

we girls know how to have fun too :)

after the event we asked eman to take our pictures ..

with the pro himself :)

emans hair stylo milo the four of us :)

delmissacent

alone !

ever wondered what does it feel like to be alone. when the whole world is busy and you are just waiting and waiting . i never knew how to be a loner cause i fear loneliness . i think everybody does to a certain point. Its not the fear of living alone or doing things along but its the fear of not sharing the most good things in life with someone .sharing your thoughts with someone . showing someone how you care and feel ..
nobody deserves to be lonely


Alone
I hear the ticking of the clockI'm lying here, the room's pitch darkI wonder where you are tonightNo answer on the telephoneAnd the night goes by so very slowOh, I hope that it won't end thoughAlone..

Till now, I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you alone?
You don't know how long I have wanted To touch your lips and hold you tightYou don't know how long I have waitedAnd I was gonna tell you tonightBut the secret is still my ownAnd my love for you is still unknownAlone..

Ooh, till now, I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you alone?How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?How do I get you alone?

Alone..Alone..

delmissacent

mama ~

Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)

MammaYou gave life to meTurned a baby into a lady
And mammaAll you had to offerWas the promise of a lifetime of love
Now I knowThere is no otherLove like a mother's love for her child
And I knowA love so completeSomeday must leaveMust say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
MammaYou gave love to meTurned a young one into a woman
And mammaAll I ever neededWas a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I knowThere is no otherLove like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts soThat something so strongSomeday'll be gone, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
But the love you give will always liveYou'll always be there every time I fallYou offered me the greatest love of allYou take my weakness and you make me strongAnd I will always love you 'till forever comes

And when you need meI'll be there for you alwaysI'll be there your whole life throughI'll be there this I promise you, mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nightI'll be the wings that guide your broken flightI'll be your shelter through the raging stormAnd I will love you 'till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
'Till we meet again...Until then...Goodbye

a mothers love is priceless . even so much so that whatever she does in life is for you own good. she brought you to life .. she has the right to take it away too .
appreciate you mothers .
( i guess its the biggest advice i can give myself )

delmissacent

LANGKAWI . the best trip of my life.

Ever wondered how just 9 people can make your life worth living ? ever wondered wondered what your life would be without this 9 people who made a difference in your life ? i know how that feels like , you know why . i have the best 9 people in my life that i have ever met. i do not know my strings of life without them. i do know will i still live without them . the shit i go through in life makes me wonder where do i get the power and strength to move on , suck it in , and take it as a challenge to make my life better.

Just a few days ago i was in Langkawi with 9 friends , and mind they are the best 9 friends anyone could ever ask for . They are so precious , they are priceless. We went to Langkawi for Tsu's birthday , i had the time of my life not drinking and smoking like there is no tomorrow BUT chilling with the best set of friends i could ask for. The whole four days i did nothing but got to know each and everyone of them better . we had so much of tears and laughter . so much so that it cant be written down in words but you all know it at heart . i just want to say how much i love you gyus , how much you all mean to me. Yes it may sound cocky like what the hell 2 years of college then suddenly i'm like oh you guys rock you guys are the best BUT never really showed it to you guys. The first day in Langkawi we got there and we had breakfast at this place call breakfast bar . it was superb ! i had the best set of pancakes in the world with just butter and honey . OLD SCHOOL man lol then after that we went to the beach jalan jalan and cam hore haha thats when we entered langkawi's next top model . hahaha it was so beautiful because we were near the air port and we could see planes up close and near taking off and landing .then we went to the cable car . man was this breath taking. the scenery from up there was .... WOAH ... it was like i was in top of the world. getting there was another thing too .. climbing to get to the bridge was fine ,, coming back was HELL so many steps. here i got realise a few things . mel was terrified we was afraid of heights . damn i felt so bad for her. i had so much of fun. after that we headed back to the hotel it was time to check in then we found out our rooms were not ready yet so everyone took a little nap while i did what i did best , take pictures of everyones air liur melilir lol . Finally our rooms were ready .. we head a good sleep our rooms were awesome . attached as well .then we headed out for dinner . simple yet nice Chinese food. we went to get some " tani " then we headed to the beach to drink and chill . er played mafia ... lol man was i abit tipsy .. thank god for the shuffling lol ehem ehem joevie and arthur :P then after that i was back on track. that night everyone started to emo abit d . everyone was like .. telling everyone how much they mean to each other and so on . i know arthur was a little tipsy lol .. ya lah drink like got no tomorrow like that . i had fun and so did everyone else.

breakfast bar ..

the beach near the airport ..
langkawi's next top model .. ( girls )

langkawi's next top model .. ( guys )

waiting to naik cable car ..

view of the bridge ...

tired ...

stoning ... tired ! ...
mel tired after sight seeing . . .
tsu tired too ...

jeaney ... lol

arthur .. lol

dinner ..

enjoying their food . .
me and my beer ! ...
tsu and her beer ! lol ....
kash , mel and eman ...
the two angels of my life ..

The second day, it was more sight seeing. we had breakfast than we headed for island hoping . this was fun we got to see alot of good things. hear alot of storis . see mountain in weired weired shapes haha that had cool stories behind them . man was it good. we had so much of fun we saw monkeys .. cut cute ones too. baby monkeys , mummy monkeys , monkeys that follow you ... lol then we jumped and hit the waters. now that was fun ... had such a good time swimming and all. after that we were all hungry hungry , jeaney brought us to fat mums . the food was nice. and filling. Then .. when we headed home .. we SELPT ! but i woke up in time to catch the sunset. it was amazing .. beautiful . after the sunset me arthur tsu and kash sat down with one of the workers at the hotel and just having a chat about stories of langkawi the curses and all and before we knew it it was 9 .. lol we had some RAMLI burger than headed to sunbar .. the best bar in town ?? lol they played awesome music throughout the night it was jam pack tho .we had fun . dancing , being all crazy lol then we headed back . that night me eman mel and div had some emo time too just talking and talking till about 5 something lol i had so much fun , just talking and chilin with them was priceless.

a cup of coffee in the morning to wake me up ! ..

having breakfast before island hoping ..


dontk now why i so fascinated with the kids .. their laughter and happiness looked so REAL ..

on the way going island hoping ..
dosen't the mountain look like a pregnant lady . its called pulau dayang bunting ...

the beautiful langkawi .....

our lunch at fat mums ...
sunset from the beach at best star hotel ..

jas , div , arthur, tsu ( looking high ) and me ..

fun at sunbar . ..

third day at langkawi , we woke up at like 12 lol then we went shopping for you know what ... " tani" and chocs lol .. after that we headed back to keep out stuff and we headed for the climax of the trip .. mangrove .here is where we saw so much . it was like a scene of anaconda i swear . it was qutie scary at first but then ... it was so much of fun , we had eagle feeding that was awesome. eagles there are beautiful man beautiful .. we did a little caving too . we went to bat cave . that was good . then we saw the most amazing sunset in the world. it was so beautiful . it was just ....... DAMN! you just can say god is great . the most beautiful thing was sharing it with good friends around too . now thats amazing . it was sad that eman arthur jasmine mel and jeaney did not come . but i guess they had their fun too. right jeaney :) oh yeah on the way there our car had no petrol wtf right ... we were like stranded on the road thank god for nice people hahaha after the whole mangrove thing we went for some good seafood this was like at 11 something . the best part was it was like going to the market to pick you own food . damn cool . you pick your own fish , crabs , all then they cook for you . you should have seen tsu and jeaney ... classic .. :) anyway i ate like a pig AS USUAL when it comes to seafood it like heaven . thank god i had eman and arthur to join me lol . after that we had 2nd night at sunbar. this time it was les pack it was like we owned the place .again good music but this time ... it was really good , we dance all together as friends. we really had so much of fun . we had such a good time together . so did jeaney lol :) and divya :) anyway ..... when we headed back was the most emo session on our lives . first i went to the beach with jeaney and divya just lying under the stars .then this punani mossi had to come and started biting us .. so we headed back to the room . i went to the pool where the rest was . then we all started to emo . i had a bit to drink , arthur was high , joevie and kash had some to drink too . here is when we had tears and laughter all together . we were so emo at one point. i started to tear a bucket . i fell from the bed .. lol i was tipsy lol .. cant blame me can you . THAT NIGHT i knew who were my true friends that night i knew i could not live without this people . that night i knew who were my best friends :) i love you guys so so so the bery very much MUAX !!!

before mangrove ..

nice ....
good time at mangrove ...

the best sunset i have ever seen in my life .

mat rempit langkawi .. aka EMAN !! ..

mat rempit 2 ... poser nak mampus ...



dinner ... while waiting for food . . kash as usual .. lol


eman ... wth ?? .... jeaney damn cute. ..

tsu showing off her new birthday present . nice ! ...

Last day ... all ready to pack and go .. eman arthur jeaney jasmine and mel did a bit of shopping. then we headed to the jety. guess what we ran out of petrol AGAIN stupid manual cars !! :P but all in all we had so much of fun . we went to catch our bus thank god we were'nt late or anything . we had KFC in the bus lol .. in the bus me and jas could not sleep so i decided to do what i do best take pictures of everyone air liur meliliring. hhahah .

tak nak bangun to go home lol ....

waiting to get on the bus ... eman and divya ..

me and div in the bus ..

the bus ride back home ...

i had so much of fun this trip . it was priceless and awesome !! here's a message to all 9 of you :

TSU : you will always there for me . this was the best birthday someone has ever planed :) love u

DIV : you rock . friends till we have false teeth remember . your friendship is priceless. love you

KASH : i am so glad you followed us , i am so glad you made new friends . love u ( just realise i have no pics with you alone at all ... how can this be :P

JOV : you know my big sista you rock !! hope to have more trips with you . love u

ARTHUR : you were drunk you still cared . now thats a friend . love u ( just realise i did not take picture with you in langkawi .. here's one we took at kuantan . )

EMAN : you remind me so much of my foster brother. i never get offended with the things
u say cause i know you dont mean it. dont worry bout everything . i am behind you

all the way . love u

JAS : you know i love you lol . jas you made me realise alot of things on this trip . you made me appreciate the people around me better i thank you for that. Love u.

MEL : friends till we have false teeth ,,, mmm mmm hahaha love u

JEANEY : you're beautiful . remember that . love you .

the best set of friends i will ever have. love you guys to the max. muax . hugs to all of you

delmissacent