Gong Xi Fa Cai ! !

the new year came and went in a blink of an eye . if was so fun . First was tehe gathering with family then the second gathering was with friends . Chinese new year is not all about the good food and the ang pows but its about the time you get to spend with your freinds and family too. it makes up for lost time you did not get to spend with them over the year, aspecially grandma and grandpa .. being so busy with work i hardly go back and visit then no more. here are some pictures i took at the CNY party 08 .. EnJoY !!

baby rebecca . swwetheart !!

ah ku and rebecca. she's having fun too .

dinner time yum

rebecca giving ang pow to ahee push ..

me and my cousin alyssa

sweetie pie rebecca

ang pow ang pow .. one happy girl !!

me , my sis anna any cousin alyssa and azeelea and bro ashton

ang pow ang pow ang pow na lai

hm ........ more and pow more ang pow

gambing time ... yeah yeah we bunch of cheap skate no proper bowl to put money lol

That the worse luck anybody could get. in between a 4 and a Queen and a 4 comes out .

another bad sets of cards .. talk about luck :P

we play small with coins ...

see what it becomes at the end of the day ...

my food ..... yummy !!

there is no Chinese new year without these oranges ! :)

i was in the mood so i baked this year .. lol

grandma famouse fish cake .

mmm.... yummy ....

more food more food !!

the true meaning of new year ... FAMILY .. from top : me .. ah ee su .. ahee push

middle : uncle raj , grandma and grandpa

bottom: anna , azeelea, alyssa and ahee prem .

delmissacnet .

uncle tony and warren's visit to malaysia. . .

CNY has not ended hahahah uncle tony and warren had come back to malaysia this year. ITs was so fun having them around. we did not spend much time together but at least we had a chat or two . lol herer are some pictures to enlighten you . . .

uncle tony ... the king of in between ,,,, i i won all my money from LOL

my bro the " queen " of in between ... ask everyone who came to my house to gamble that day lol( ehem ehem ,, divya , joevie , dean , vembie, ME , arthur and joevies friend and lisa .) i think they all cursed my bro for wining their money lol .. hahah an you know whats the best part . my brothers money in my money , my money is my money muahahahahahah :)

warren with a good glass on wine :)

money money money ... utwas mine at the end of they day MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)

mine mine ...my bet... my card ... by the way the phone was not part of the bet it was just to hold money . lol

i had s o much of fun that night . after all we went for mamak then we just had a good chat . i mean everyone started talking about the shit they do when they were young and how we got pucish by it and how we laugh about it now after like 20 years down the road lol it was really a good chat .. its good to have family near you once in awhile talk and just laugh .

delmissacent

samsung cup !

i know the samaung cup dah lama habis but i just got my pics. haha . hockey have been one of the best games in history besides basketball and tennis. hockey have been the one game i have always played since primary school and secondary school . but when it came to college Adele became a lazy bum bum . :) here are some pictures i took at the samsung cup at bukit jalil live .

the start of the game .. every comes to sing the national anthem .

the reason i sit up close with my aunts " good " camera . nice shots

time for some real action !! run baby run !!




its good to have a break so they can come nearer to the bench !!

discussion time people . time for Adele to check out the ass ! lol so now .. how are we going to attack them ??

hey look Spain is having a discussion . come come lets haveone too lol .

ooh water boy .... i wanna have some water too . hahaha




hm ................ my this is quite a game !!

our Malaysian team getting ready to play great Britain .

our captain getting ready ...




go britain go ... i mean .. go malaysia ?? lol

hey not bad wei ~~ Malaysia -1 Britain- 0 that was like 15 minutes to the game ... the rest ... i guess you know what happen lol

semangat giler malaysians ! MALAYSIA BOLEH !! :)

Pakistan and australia the best game of the day ..

Action bay action .. go for the ball ... go for the ball ..

hi hi sexy ... is that ..... is that ... V.D . ??? haha

RUN RUN RUN !!

the whole game was fun .. we had so much fun .. i could fry an egg on my head . got sun burn but it was WORTH it haha .. its hockey . i got to see my idols play live . accept one left already lol anyway it was one hell of a game . everybody was so supportive.. way to go !!

delmissacent .

a bird stuck in a cage .

omeone , not knowing the meaning of freedom. too scared they will not be able to treasure it or too scared they might take adventage of it. But what is there to take advantage of if you are not even given the freedom you deserve. a 20 year old bird who's cerfue is 11 . is it embarassing or is it just sucisidle ? you think you have done nothing wrong with just wanting to have a little fun and not be left out among friends. you have the best time of your life and when you come back two big ass birds siting at the door waiting for you to come back . just as you want to sleep over a nice day ...

THEY SPOIL IT ALL ...................

Not knowing how much that small outing with others meant to you. DOnt i deserve it ? is 20 too young to ask for freedom ? or do they not understnad me . i am not allowed to do anything . when i come back late once in a while . i am said to be taking advatage of the privilages that was given to me. Is it even a privilage ? what is happening to the world . Do the big birds watch too much tv or are they being super protactive or do they just want to make my life suck. Why not just put a sign on me saying ... I AM OWENED .. not buy a guy but by my parents . why do they not trust me ? have i done anything wrong ? have i done anything to break their trust ? whats up ? i dont deserve sometime with my friends ? what am i suppose to do ? sit at home stare at the four walls . try to solve other peoples problems ? what ? i have problems of my own too you know. what ? mine is not important as yours ? since when your problem became my priority . i am here to help .

HOW MANY TIMES I FELL LIKE I WANT TO BREAK FREE .............

Pack my bags and leave but i just can't stand it anymore . what are other peoples secrets. going out late and not getting in trouble with their parents . maybe once or twice they kena la but not all the time they go out. whats their secret . how are they so different from me ? i wana stand up for myself also they think i am rude . how am i suppose to defend myself . dont i deserve it i ain't no 10 year old . what shit is this. how am i to live one more day with them here . should i just take a big offer pack my bags and leave .purposely find a job FAR away . just cut off from them . live on my own witg no one knowing where i am . start new . forget the old. pretend i never was born. this weekend is going to be shit for me cause my dad is coming back and the bitch will tell everything to him . he will only listen to her scream at me .

FUCK MY LIFE UP ...............

as it is already fucked anyway. yes you are my parents but cant i have my own space to grow up. how would i know whats good for me and what is not if i dont what is it at all. i am not saying i will fuck someone and get myself pregnant then regret later. i live by my own rules too i know what is good for me. i have so many trustable friends around me . the friends that i go out with ... ( you all know who you are ) how can anything happen to me with friends like that . i mean safety is one thing but i can just get hurt anytime of the day .. morning day night . if i was meant to die i will one day .choy !! but anyway my point is ...

WHY CANT THEY JUST LEAVE ME IN PEACE ................

Do u know how irritating it is to first of all have a life from someone then that someone has to send you all the way back home cut the meeting / outing short cause YOU have to go home. mummy wants you home now !!! what the fuck how old am i ?? 10 ? 15 ? cant i have a little of adele time .. she says she does not want to get too involve in my life. dont want to bud in . she is like a fucking leach ! i swear to god ! then he goes like " you know i have friends who tell their children no means no then send them off to another country to study then think their children come back a saint. for heaven sake ... WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE la .. of alll you know the person whould have had too much of fun .. had an abortion and came home . HI DADDY how is everything i miss you ! ! am

AM I IN THE WRONG ? ...............

delmissacent.

a comment from a very good friend.

his was writen by a very good friend of mine sam yew . this was a comment of reply to my post " aiai a special friend" eventhough he was not involve in it , i guess a friend in need is a friend in deed .
thanks alot sam . .
del


Samnosuke Sakamoto said...

After traveling under the hot sun and cold moon, I find a shelter to rest. As a token of my appreciation, allow me to share my experience.In my travels, no one has ever proclaim themselves that they are representative of Him or maybe an Angel of Him. Simple enough, Him is always looking upon us, He's above taking care of us, guiding us and protecting us.

For people who actually discriminate and proclaim themselves as someone high are actually piece of crap with a maniac mind, these people are tend to born not to understand "suffer" but instead blaming Him for granting them "suffer".No matter who you are or what we are, they are times or maybe a point of view where we have to go a series of suffer and pain because that is where we'll grow.

In fact, Adele, you know your weakness, you choose to blame yourself... that might be a good act, but beware as not all sins are committed by you. People around us are always jealous, when jealousy surrounds their mind, they start talking bad to make you or your friends feel bad. That's why, they will blame Him if they one day suffer badly, maybe a lost of leg or one hands... and that time when I travel and saw them like that,

I will say "say thanks to Him, because he let you to understand the suffer and torture of others, instead of you just sitting down there and making a statement to actually make yourself feels better. Perhaps, this punishment will grant you a better life in your upcoming life".Well, I'm still happy that you have a stone heart, you never give up that easy, I hope this will lead you to making a better friendship with others and of course, make them smile and hope that they will say thanks to Him and to you! As a Traveler, I shall leave now, it's time to see how much people has suffered.Sam YewTraveler

February 19, 2008 7:17 AM

to COP members who happen to read my blog and feel hurt ..

MY prev post was not posted to hurt anybody but it was to show my friendship appreciation to aiyuen for a being a good friend to me . i guess having a blog is not a good thing after all cause it makes you " pour your heard content " then regret later. i may have regret how i made you all feel but i never regret what i said .
I know i am no place to judge who you all are and how you all serve God . but think of it this way .. if you cant even serve his people how are you going to serve him ? i never hate people neither do i hold grudges towards anyone . we are all humans born sinful that is why the blood of jesus christ was shed for us .
I guess for those of you who " terasa " or should i say feel hurt. i am sorry to put this on you . but i think its about time i took this hurt out of me and start new . yes we were all small and innocent . but remember words can scare for life . COP is like my family . i have grown up with you guys for more than 10 years.
I have grown so much in COP from all of your help . from pastors to leaders. and i cant thank you all enough for that. i wana leave everything behind. burn them and start new. we are all adults now and we have our minds of our own. let us just take this all as a lesson , learn from it , keep the younger generation out of it.



delmissacent

aiai .. a special friend.

happy 20th birthday ai first of all. wow you are now officially a WOMEN ! lol . Well ai you have always been there for me all the days throughout my rough times when i was in JB.

i thank god he sent you to COP or not i do not know how would i have survived . i can still remember the first day you step into church i knew you cause you knew ash. i never felt watmth and welcome in COP . i always went to church with a burden just puting it in my head i have to go . i go for god not for anyone else.

the things that they put me through the racist they all are. i remember bringing my cousin to sunday school once and pastor asked me to bring her in front to collect her gift. on the way to the front someone made this comment .. " EEE why so black one just came out of the oven is it. " my cousin was only 7 but the hurt she felt is till today. how would that had make me feel. MIND YOU the person who said this is a so call ' well known ' person in church , very gifted and the whole family calls themselves servants and god they all are gifted the parents are leaders of the church .. what do you call them ai ?? christians ?? or just plain hypocrates !! till toady my casuin has not gone to COP and she is already 13 .. this is hat i mean the hurt they leave on people

The hurt that they had left in me . you know whats the worse part about it ai.. they still walk pass you day by day knowing is still hurts . walking pass you proclaiming themselves to be people of god but not true to themselves . what has the world turn into .

ai you have no idea how much you have cahnged me inside and my perspective of going to church and not being bothered about what people think around me . u made me know the purpose of going to church . i know some of you who read my blog are asking yourself ... you mean 10 years of your life in church .. you dont know the meaning of going to church ... well .. at first i knew but ..

then i realise the TRUE meaning where people look down on you , discriminate you , hurt you , then proclaim htemselves to be christians . sigh ! i never had friends there ai . i could never point at a person in COP saying there .. thats the one i trust untilll i met shakina and you . the so call friends i use to have was actually fong yi ... and brother raymonds wife. they were the ones who talked to me and made me feel good.

they could have said i was the problem i was unfriendly. BUT look how am i suppose to be friendly when the first impression people gave me was .. EW ! my whole perspective of church and christians changed .. i do not blame anhybody but myself. cause i never should have let them get to me in the first place . i can say today i am doing much better than any of those people who said bad things about me.

i loved dancing so much but the discrimination and no patience in them left me to hate dance . BUT look where i am today .. i still dance i am still happy and i am known for my gifted talent dancing . Ai this post is not to discriminate anybody of anything like that BUT its to make you realise how you as an individual and as ia friend really helped me in life . help me cope help me come bacnk and not lead astray.

ai ... this is for you .. the one friend i would my heart for . the one person who deserves all the good things in life . the one person i truly respect and love .

thanks ai for benig such a good friend. i hope our friendship last forever . and please do note that if you want anyone to talk to i am always here for you ok .

love you

del