night at poppy !

NIGHT AT POPPY !

About a week ago we wen to poppy for tsu's F1 modelling thingi ... we went there to give her our support. Me , Kash , Arthur And Jeaney . we had quite a blast that night ... arthur was suppose to be tsu's official camera man then someone forgot to bring his memory card . Thank god for jeaneys camera . Anyway the night still turned out great . Tsu did great . the girls there weren't ezactly 'model matiriel' lol anyway .... who i am to judge .. after the whole event we went for mamak ... lol they all were hungry we went to murnis. here are some pictures of the event.

tsu yi in action ! !!

me and jeaney before the event

tsu yi !

some girl lol
jeaney and kash .... lol
the girls ~

the winners jeaney me and tsu in the after event !

arthur and kash !

delmissacent .

a reply for you Koh Tsu Yi :)

this was written i tsu yi's blog about a week ago .... this is what she had to say about me .....

Dear Adele,
You are a faithful and true friend. I am so glad that we met and was given the opportunity to work together too. You have proven yourself to be a capable and responsible person, I am sure you will be very successful in future. You are the ‘bestest’ of friends that one would never want to loose. You are the one who’s forever supporting me in whatever I do and the one who’s always there for me whenever I need someone. I love you Adele, for you are a truly great person, and friend. Thank you for joining us for the Langkawi trip, thank you for being at my poolside birthday gathering, thank you for the lunch at Khana’s Curry House, thank you for gathering with us at Arthur’s house, and thank you for the card, ear-ring, and cake. I really appreciate them all! Thank You.

and this is what i have to say about her .

Dear Tsu ,
you know ... its only been two years since i met you ... but in this two years alot has happen .. i cant say that out journey was all good but what i know is we both realise how much we meant to each other . i am human too i made mistakes .. i misjudged you and sometimes feel like a total idiot. I really appreciate you for a friend that you are . although i am not with u 24/7 but i know you are always there for me when i need you . you have really made me notice alot of things in life. i think i have learnt a liitle bit bout responsibility from the ' hard' training from you and kash i know i gave you guys a hard time too .. and i am sorry :) lol anyway old news .. back to NOW . thank you for being such a good friend to me. i was glad you planed the langkawi trip somehow i dont know what but langkawi really had an impact on me.. ok not langkawi la but YOU GUYS . i am glad i went to your pool party too although i almost did not go lol and khana's curry house , arthur's place , i really had a good time . i am glad you liked the card and earings. its something small tho :) anyway tsu i know after this our lives are going to change . we'll take different routes and different path.... make sure i am the first on your wedding invitation yeah lol hahah jk jk . our friendship does not end here. hope that we'll be friends for life.
love you tsu


delmissacent

BORED !!

its been almost a week since i came back from langkawi ... been at home and have been bored to death lol . i am off to JB going to help grandma pack :( she is moving to batu gajah ... this means i have literally nobody in jb haiz .. accept my friends of cause and aunty liza .. my " mak angkat " lol jb has alwyas been my home . i guess life is always not what he expect it to be. we have to move on hopefully going to JB will give me a good last holiday in a way before i start work WWF cant wait :) ...

off to JB ...

delmissacent.

too late to apalogize ....

sometimes when we are extremely angry we do the stupidest things on earth ... for example .. blogging about things sacred and suddenly THAT person reads it and you get BUSTED !! well a few post before i wrote about being always caged us and what a bitch my mum is and everything and of all the people in the world she read it ,, yes my mum and my dad too ,, they were pretty upset about it . BUT you know what ... they understood why i did it . i guess it was a good thing that they read it cause after we all had the longest chat ever and we compromised and understood each other better. i guess i just have to be more patient and a better child i guess. i need time for myself . i need time to mend myself. i have don't a lot of wrongs things in my life. i sometimes don't think . i guess it things like that happen that makes us a better stronger Peron. well .. it is sad but its life . sometimes my parents punish me and say things to me and do not allow me to do certain things i guess i deserve it . i am not exactly perfect neither but i can always mend myself to be a better person . i guess no one is the position to judge my mother . she has gone through enough shit in her life who am i to make it worse than it already is . i guess like people say its easier to see other peoples mistake than too look at yours. i guess i still have alot to learn .. i guess the pain you held on the cross for us is NOTHING compared to what we get here on earth . looking at the cross reminds you of the true god you are and hjow much you love each and every one us and i thank you for that.

a prayer :

dear lord .. i know you have done alot for me , and i cannot thank you enough BUT what i do is make you angry all the time. i have alot to learn and i have your guidance for that . i know i have blame you for alot of things in my life , then i realise what have to done but make my life better and get me out of every shit i get myself into. i am sorry lord . and i know you always say forgive others before you can forgive me . although it is easier said than done but with you anything is possible. lord keep my family safe . hold them as i treasure them alot. lord keep my friends safe too . i cannot live without everyone one them .

in your name i pray

AMEN !

delmissacent

this is love nike event .

i was asked by tsu to work for nike in an this is love event . it was a great event . it was a reall good chill out place for women of all ages . it a good place fot women to gather with her girl friends leave the men at home and go have some fun :) they had wall climbing , pole dancing , kick boxing , and then it was party time . i was to be working back stage . just to see to the performers need . fitness first was there. i met a few of my trainees . work was all good . as usual a few hick ups here and there but i think it was all good the event was a success . we all had fun . shanel performed : ) ( dont know whether i spelled her name right ) ( i dont think so ) anyway .. it was so much of fun then after that me eman his friend jeaney tsu and santha went for mamak somewhere eman brought us la lol had fun . came home , slept , cause the next was easter so we had to go to church and all . here are some pictures taken at the event .

at the event. ... the three of us at work ;

we girls know how to have fun too :)

after the event we asked eman to take our pictures ..

with the pro himself :)

emans hair stylo milo the four of us :)

delmissacent

alone !

ever wondered what does it feel like to be alone. when the whole world is busy and you are just waiting and waiting . i never knew how to be a loner cause i fear loneliness . i think everybody does to a certain point. Its not the fear of living alone or doing things along but its the fear of not sharing the most good things in life with someone .sharing your thoughts with someone . showing someone how you care and feel ..
nobody deserves to be lonely


Alone
I hear the ticking of the clockI'm lying here, the room's pitch darkI wonder where you are tonightNo answer on the telephoneAnd the night goes by so very slowOh, I hope that it won't end thoughAlone..

Till now, I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you alone?
You don't know how long I have wanted To touch your lips and hold you tightYou don't know how long I have waitedAnd I was gonna tell you tonightBut the secret is still my ownAnd my love for you is still unknownAlone..

Ooh, till now, I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you alone?How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?How do I get you alone?

Alone..Alone..

delmissacent

mama ~

Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)

MammaYou gave life to meTurned a baby into a lady
And mammaAll you had to offerWas the promise of a lifetime of love
Now I knowThere is no otherLove like a mother's love for her child
And I knowA love so completeSomeday must leaveMust say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
MammaYou gave love to meTurned a young one into a woman
And mammaAll I ever neededWas a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I knowThere is no otherLove like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts soThat something so strongSomeday'll be gone, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
But the love you give will always liveYou'll always be there every time I fallYou offered me the greatest love of allYou take my weakness and you make me strongAnd I will always love you 'till forever comes

And when you need meI'll be there for you alwaysI'll be there your whole life throughI'll be there this I promise you, mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nightI'll be the wings that guide your broken flightI'll be your shelter through the raging stormAnd I will love you 'till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hearGoodbye's the last time I will hold you nearSomeday you'll say that word and I will cryIt'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
'Till we meet again...Until then...Goodbye

a mothers love is priceless . even so much so that whatever she does in life is for you own good. she brought you to life .. she has the right to take it away too .
appreciate you mothers .
( i guess its the biggest advice i can give myself )

delmissacent