life is so
unpredictable . as you think all is going fine, someone comes by you and takes
EVERYTHING away. ever felt like you had one
opportunity at your feet you are the
happiest thing alive , and just when you
share it with someone it is all
SHATTERED ! they
don't believe in you they
don't share that glory you want to share . they are more
concern bout how it will effect
them and not giving a damn about you. sometimes you feel like just packing your bags and just fly somewhere where nobody knows you
exist .
nobody knows there is such and such a person.
just when you think that person is you
best friend , she turns her back and says
erm ... i never really thought of you that way but yeah we do have things in c
ommon. just stab me for god sake
lol. i am not being
dramatic but seeing how life evolves around us and changes us. i thought i had met the perfect guy.
As years when by i realise he was my
FREAKING COUSIN that i could
never have a relationship with. how can something so god and perfect be taken away from you that
instance just like that ? how can life be so
cruel ?
loli guess that is what makes me the person that i am
today. people i never took notice of.. and
suddenly the next day i go to school i find my friends
crying at
the school gate cause
HE"S GONE ! but no ! i just spoke to him yesterday he cant be gone ! how can god take someone so
young and so
dedicated . i guess god sent us here he can take us
anytime .
ever had the fear of losing
someone. no i am talking about your
GF or BF there are other more important things in life that your so call
love. i recently also
realise how
precious is
YOUR life. if you cant love yourself
enough how can you claim that you love
someone else. even though i have been leaving by this rules this years of my life. but there comes to a point where you just break down and let it all out. i am so glad to have a
friend to be with me all the time. even thought it maybe be just one or two friends. i rather have only
5 god friends who ADELE not just by name but also
care for me rather than having a
million friends who knows ADELE as just oh yeah i know that girl
Adele .
life is never about
quantity its about
quality. you may have all the richest in the world but poses
nothing in life. you think you never liked someone so much before. then as low as you try to keep something . the other second the whole
world knows about it . you just feel like packing your bags and
RUN and never come back . the
pain and the
embarrassment you feel everyday walking and facing
them , just going on acting like you
don't know they know. acting like i
don't know
YOU KNOW . i know it is also an
embarrassment on your part aspeciallt to face your frinens . to know a girl like me could me could like a guy like you.
god help me even i dont know. i cant answer that question. mind you, you aren't
brad pit. seeing my friend hurt so much make me feel like
WHY PEOPLE HURT is it worth it. then someone told me . sometimes you are so in your
comfort zone you need to learn the hard way even if it is taking away part of your
life . 20 years of life . everything that happen to me made me the person that i am
today . i may not be perfect i may not be
mother Theresa. but all i know is no one owns me
but me. i live by
my rules . nothing or no one can ever change that. i cannot be
weak i cannot let anything hinder me from the
truth . sometimes we need to
tights slaps on the face to make us "
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE" life may seem cruel at times. but remember what goes around comes around . its not a song . its
life. its a circle. no one goes around doing wrong ,
runing away from
the truth , hurting people will ever live
peacefully. friends are one thing i cannot live
without . but sometime i ask myself how many friends do i really have ? can i even count ? can they even
fit my ten fingers ? wait can they even fit one hand ? i know
alot of people .
alot of people
know me. even wonder what people say when they hear your name ? oh
Adele that
bitch or oh
Adele that girl or oh
Adele that
mean thing. sometimes you just wonder how much you
appreciate your
Friends do they do the same for you ? how much you sacrifice for them will they ever do the same for you. are they
friends ? how do you define
Friends ? someone who knows you just by
your name ? someone who knows every detail bout you ? someone who just goes to the same college as you and attend the same
class and
SOMETIMES go out and hang out with you and
other friends . i never thought life was this complicating . its so sad to have a blog sometimes cause you feel that its the only thing that you can
talk to. without is calling you stupid or a
moron back at you
lol .
ever thought you were the only one on earth that was
different or u just did not fit in and just wanted to go like "
GET ME OUT OF HERE" well i was always feeling like that till i met real friends who were
like me . from
personality to humour and someone who accepts you for you, and not having you to
change.i am just happy where i am not
today. i have people around me that i can trust . people i
love. i guess some things that happen to you in life ls just
LIFE. if not for all these things there is no LIFE right ? well ... i am sorry if i had
offended some of you people .. well all i know is if you are not guilty then
you're free . i
don't mend to make you fell bad. i just feel like
letting out everything .
lol sorry.
