i never

i never miss what i never had until i had you .

i never loved someone neither a friend nor family until you .

i never had qi run down my spine until i knew how if felt to kiss you.

i never knew what was it to cry till i run dry until you left me.

i never knew how it felt when i told a friend " leave him his not worth it" and all she did was when back to him, until i ran back to you .

i never knew what was the meaning of guys dont give a shit until i the day i said " is this it " and all you said "aahh it was just 4 months it was nothing"

BUT

i never knew the meaning of dignity until the day i dare to say no to what i did not believe in

i never knew the meaning of strength until i could sleep in my bed without crying for you tonight.

i never the meaning of bullshit tears until the day you cried and said you love me but left me a month after that.

i never knew pain until told me i love girls with straight blonde hair and blue eyes , and i had curly black hair and brown eyes.

i never knew the meaning of stupidity until the day i thought you were the best thing that ever happen to me

i never knew the meaning of being taken care off until you took me in and cared for me .

SADLY

i will never know the meaning of love because you never loved me .

delmissacent