I was once told if you can
walk you can
dance , but for me it wasn't a bed of
roses as it sounds. it took me a lot of
time ,
patience and
passion to get where am i today in the music and creative industry. I started dancing in church, doing the
tambourine dance.
what you see in the picture was exactly what i was doing in church exept we all looked different obviously lol. Here is when i really started to
like dance BUT it was all
ups and
downfalls for me as i was a very very
very slow dancer. I could never
catch up in time . My friends would
laugh and make a
fool out of me, my teacher would give me
warnings like if i could not catch up i will not be able to
perform . Because of the lack of
patience they had in me and not having the
drive to work harder, i had decided to
quit WHICH was my
biggest mistake, cause now i realise if i just put a little afford in dancing i could have done
better . So what if i did not dance well . God never
judged did he ? and at the end of the say i was
dancing for himand myself not for fame ! BUT that was a long time ago , its all in the
past.
I had another passion, the
piano. At first i loved it . My parents got me my
first piano which looked something like this
i remember it was the day i came
back from school when i was standard 2 . the smile on my face was from
ear to ear. It was then i started to take it
seriously as in taking the
exams and moving myself a
grade higher every year. As i reach a certain level i begin to take piano playing as a chore i did not
enjoy it anymore . i wanted to
quit at grade 5 but everyone pushed me to finish it. Today i have my grade 7 which i am
happy i have. I could never
imagine what happen if i had quit at grade 5 .Today everyone around me has at least a
grade 8. Well I guess it was a childhood thing. :)
I stop dance for a very
very very long time, in school days i realise i had another talent which was
singing. I had neither the voice of
Mariah Carey nor
Whitney but it was unique i guess so i decided to go into for
while as in singing in church and school talent shows and all. I never took singing
seriously till today i always thought of it as
something i do to pass time and
something i am good at moderately. i
dance and sing to
ease my sorrows. to let out my emotions . i use the dance
techniques to capture my heart hardness to make
myself feel better. Its like my
Drug to release stress i guess. ( Hey ! its a
good thing ) i also went into acting for a bit i realize that i could act too ...
HEY who cant right . so i joined
clubs in schools and a few plays. i did all these to
pass my time and since i only had the
basic talent i thought to myself HEY
improve it ! this even got me a
part in gol and gincu a small
part but sadly i could not make it for casting because it was during
assignments and exams period. BUT hey if there is a will, there is a way other
opportunities will come my way it it was
meant to be.
college days came along and here i was introduce to
PARTS ( performing arts ) here is when i really concentrated on my
hip hop and other small
small dancers. i went into
performing and i did it
even to the extend of
performing for functions and got
paid. HEY it was good
pocket money and it really gave me the real
exposure of performing . i have to say i
learnt alot from my seniors as well who
thought me how to dance . here is also where i
learnt my belly dancing thanks to
CLARE ... muax .... its her to thank for my
bootie shaking ability
hahahah
i have to say all these
dancing has really made me a
different person . in a way i
learn to
appreciate the creative department
more. i learn to true meaning of
singing , dancing and acting. all these are
not just something people do to
pass time. YES it may be but to a
certain point. I did it because it was a
passion that kept me going till
today . I gave up here and there
BUT hey i am back on track
somehow .
NOW i am in the
SALSA ,
BACHATA phase lol . It all begin thanks to
Kak Lin who introduced me to the
Malaysian Salsa Festival two years ago. This time
when i started to
help out i was still not into
salsa yet. I was like , ok la its a
nice dance , nice to watch ,
but never had any
intensions to learn even
though i loved dance. i did learn the
bachata from Nestor that year and BOY it was a
good dance. he thought me the
basics of it. i was thinking to myself i never knew
anything about bachata but if
he can make me dance like that
HELL i want to learn. Then the second year of
MSF came along here i saw
SUSANA MONTERO AND
INAKI
both
queen of
slasa and
prince of
bachata :) Here is when i put my
foot down and said AFTER THIS the first
thing i am going to do is
LEARN SALSA . came back from
MSF i got hold of
shankar and said i wana
learn where can i learn ? this was
when he introduced me to rhythm identity run by
Jaxen . I am now already at
stage 5 ? after going through a
very very
stresful test ?
LOL than god i pass . and i have
james to thank for
that too, in salsa . at first it was fun
and easy but not anymore. i
guess nothing is in
life we just have to work hard to get what we want.
Being hard is a
phase that we all
have to learn from once
conquered we can do anything i
guess :)
my
salsa and
bacahata experience learning
has been really awesome.
adding to that i have met
wonderful friends too :) you
know who you are
muahahaha i think i am going to
miss all you guys so
much when i go
toaustralia in a few months time ( Tears ) :(
to sum it all up i
guess what i wanted to say is
eventhough i had the
passion for dance since the
age of 5 i had to go
through ups and downs so
much so that some of it i think i
dont even deserve to go
through but then What
can i say exept that i am here
today, a moderately good
dancer :) ( smacks) and
a fast learner ... to a certain
point la ..... hahahaha . i have
always wanted to
quit as things got harder but ,my
passion for it made me
stay on . sometimes i
think what good
does this all do
for me. what benefit do i
get from all of
these aexept burning my
money to learn learn
and learn learn
BUT hey now i
think of it i HAVE no regret . i
have built my
character and most
important my posture has
been change lol ;) trust me. i dont
hunch and
slout anymore ?? haha i have met
wonderful people along the way ,
good friends in
fact :)
life has never
been better
J.U.S.T. D.A.N.C.E. !!
viva la salsa
viva la bachata too :)
delmissacent
going home /...
they decided to throw her in the rubbish bin :(
speak no evil , do no evil , hear no evil see no evel
one of my personal favourite pics
hahaha picture perfect family 
do re mi
cam whore
the bridge
the 5 of us :)
me and angel
me and naleena
me and adam
me nad angel
there !!
cable car
ice cream 
eewww
breakfast bar :) YUM
my breakfast view lol
then i i found out ¬¬
i have no idea what they were staring at at first 
tani
tani
cousins having fun
and and ashton cam whore.
me and adam cam whore
me and brian cam whore waiting for angel to get dinner.
me at the bar
the beach !
the gang . adam , naleena , andgel and ashton.
me nad naleena in the room.
chilling at the beach ,
the beautiful beach .
me and naleena posing
me and the tree
photo shoot tak jadi lol
the boys ?? .
photo shoot
the sea shells on the sea shore.
my name in the sand
mak nenek
hahaha
they tried to do the baywatch ?
me and naleena
them at the beach
me and sweet angel
my foot prints
everyone went to the beach to chill
